One of my fav comics!

Who am i to judge?

just had an arguement with a fren on msn last nite... bad.. im getting temperamental. its affecting me n others i tok to... combating depression is harder than i tot. its toturing... wonder how long i can last.

Nothing to be depressed about

Life is depressing because it is meaningless. It is even more depressing to die without knowing the meaning of life.

But if one is dead, there will be no real depression. And since death is more depressing than life, then there is no real depression in life.

Stop feeling depressed because it is not real.

Life is depressing because one can't find meaning in it. Feeling depressed hinders one from finding meaning.

Stop feeling depressed because its a all in the mind.

Depressing moments

feeling depressed. really depressed. looks like this blog is going to be a really sad blog...

now my life is screwing up. cant seem to handle all those thoughts after surpressing them for so long. today i skipped studio and am in deep shit. reli lagging behind in school work.

can't seem to find motivation to carry on life the way it is. i want to change my life. but realise that life is complicated and it does take much effort to change. change is difficult but it is possible.. i remain hopeful

sigh.. can't seem to find the energy n time to answer those questions... everytime i start thinking of them i feel like reality is pressing down on me. yet i cant jus pause life. life goes on. i can't just run away from reality. but on the other hand, i seem to be wasting time on all these meaningless stuff day in day out.. when can i find meaning in life?

i will not run away.

you can either defeat or be defeated by the system. there is no running away.

Things to ponder about:

What are traditions?

What is the purpose of life?

What is love?

What are religions?

What is time?

Talk is not free

Well... if 'talk is free', I wouldn't even need a blog in the first place. I could just tell anyone about what i think or how i feel. I could just go around saying anything i like.

But I can't. so here i am sitting in front of my laptop typing away... something I never thought I will ever do.

Now i realise that talking isn't exactly 'free'. so many restrictions come with it. No wonder so many people refrain from speaking out. Everyone impose their own restrictions on themselves. For me, I'm starting to be afraid that what I think and say might be overly exasperating for others. Not that I think deeply or profoundly. In fact, I'm beginning to feel the shallowness of my thoughts and the lack of knowledge about anything.

"I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance" ~ Socrates

That is so true.

Yet, there are many people who go about their lives knowing this fact and doing nothing. And there are others who go about their lives thinking they know everything there is to life. To such people, my questions irritate the hell out of them. I do not want to be a nuisance to others. Perhaps thats why I don't talk about such thoughts to most people around me. Perhaps when I've found answers to my thoughts will I be able to share them more freely. People don't like questions, they want answers.

Talk is not free. I have no answers for you as yet but tons of questions waiting to be answered.

P.S. Thanks to Ivy for recommending 'Sophie's World'. It has been a really great mind opener.